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it's holiday mood :)
I am now in holiday mood. I wake up later than usual and go to bed earlier than usual. Haha. 
I went cycling around this morning and took a few pictures. I like the one below.. One of the mall in my city place a huge christmas tree outside and I feel like I have to take a pic. Kekeke.

so, I kinda open my tumblr's dashboard and I found these question from magazine review. Suddenly I want to observe myself with those questions. You guys can try it too..


Questions!
1. Three things that are most important to you in your life.
    my mom, my family, and my gadgets 
2. Something that makes you happy when you hear it.
    I can get something in my wish-list which is cost less or even for free.
3. If you were to express your feelings right now.
   I think I'm blessed.
4. Something you cannot resist buying.
    Food. And coffee.

5. A girl boy who will make you fall head over heels.
    check my post below :3
6. Three things that you wish from your girlboyfriend.
     Good-looking, humorous, nice smile.
7. The song you enjoy best amongst your recent music list.
    Pink - Fuckin' Perfect
8. Reveal a secret about yourself that you have never said before.
    I like babies? (I can't think of any secret I havent said before)
9. Three people you respect the most.
     My mom, people who strive for world piece, people who makes great music
10. Your life’s motto.
     Always be true to yourself and be positive.

December 9th, 

It's saturday night here and it's... plain, monotone. I was sick last saturday so I lolled on the bed all night, dont care about it being satnite.
I plan to watch some movies. Here's the options:
1) korean horror: February 29
2) classic: Becoming Jane
3) India: Ghajini
4) thriller: The Reaping
See, I pretty much like any genres.
What should I choose? Well, maybe I'll take them all. It's still 4.30 pm, anyway.
Oh! How can I forget the snacks!? I have many kinds of syrup in my dining room. Food... umm, maybe I've to go somewhere, pick up some siomay, spaghetti, or I can drop by at minimarket for snacks. Hmm.
But I'd likely to go nowhere and get myself coffee and noodles, kekeke.


see ya

The new academic year starts this week. Hows yours? Mine, it started this Monday and within three days, I could label it as 'hideous semester'.
Well sometimes I am oblivious that I'm in advance semester (whatever what its called, anw). It really is... nightmarish.
But in order to be up there, this is the only way.


Be positive, positive all the way, and the good time is in our hands, yahoooo.



ps: do the dougie with avril lavigne's what the hell before you return to your routines. Dance like you never dance before, scream along the lyric like you never scream before. have a great semester everyone!!

thanks to aya who has given me such honor :)
thanks Aya, you're amazing too

I found her looks in lookbook and it's amazing..

New York ^^

Ask me anything

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy
with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say


[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when
you never had
Never almost had you


[Verse 2]
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed
you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel


[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when
you never had
Never almost had you


[Verse 3]
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but
tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you


[Chorus]
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when
you never had
Never almost had you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
(sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce (but
tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when
you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I
wanna love ya)




PS: some words are better left unsaid..

question:
nggie aku kan cowo ni, penyakit lama gw kan suka ngulangin kesalahan2 yg udah, fool again gitulah.tp itu bukan kesengajaan lho,gw khilaf.kalo misal kamu jd cewe aku,apa yg mesti di rehab dr kepribadian gw itu?? thanks

wah...
kalo dilihat dari pesanmu, kesalahan kamu itu kayak agak bikin perasaan cewek kamu down gitu ya?
kalo misal aku jadi cewek kamu, aku bakal ngeraguin perasaan kamu ke aku, kalo kamu tetep ngulangin kesalahan yang sama, baik disengaja ato enggak, kamu kayaknya ngentengin perasaan cewek kamu ke kamu sendiri jadi kamu bisa dengan gampangnya ngelakuin kesalahan yang itu-ituuuu mulu. kalo kamu ngehargain cewek kamu, sekhilaf-khilafnya kamu, pasti subconscious kamu bakal ngelarang kamu ngelakuin kesalahan.
sebagai cewek kamu, kalo emang keliatannya kamu gak bakal berubah, kamu pasti bakal ditinggalin. buat apa mempertahankan yang jelas-jelas bikin sakit dan gak ada harapan buat bisa berubah ke arah yang lebih baik?
kamu harus introspeksi diri, menurutku.. keledai aja gak bakal jatuh ke lubang yang sama dua kali. sebelum ngelakuin sesuatu harus ditimbang baik buruknya dan lebih baik gak ngerugiin banyak pihak, atau dalam kasus ini, cewek kamu.

well, kembali ke kamu sendiri.

ps: emang ada rehab kepribadian? gak tahu juga ding.
ps 2: siapa sih lu anon? tanya tapi gak ada namanya -___-

Ask me anything

When I open my eyes, there's sweet sunshine
With the fresh aroma of fruits
all around
With a full cup of mocha latte, I
sit on this small terrace
And when I think of you
I start to smile unknowingly
It feels like only good things are
going to happen
My day's excitement that no
one else can bother
I can feel it
We haven't asked each other if
this is possible
If we can love like this
But, but who cares, like magic
I can't hide this feeling like I'm
about to fly
Oh, day by day, day by day,
my heart
I'll fill it with love, like your
heart too
Like a soft cream, let's look
upon each other
Please think only of the good
things
Even if at times, some things
May hurt my heart
If I just think of those wonderful
memories of you
I can be happy
With a dark square pencil
Are you writing my name?
Your burning eyes that seem
like it'll melt me
Comes to my mind
We haven't asked each other if
this is possible
If we can love like this
But, but who cares, like magic
I can't hide this feeling like I'm
about to fly
Oh, day by day, day by day,
my heart
I'll fill it with love, like your
heart too
Like a soft cream, let's look
upon each other
Please think only of the good
things
Oh, day by day, day by day,
my heart
I'll fill it with love, like your
heart too
Like a soft cream, let's look
upon each other
Please think only of the good

credits: www.wonderfulgeneration.net